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2016, let bygones be bygones..!

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Assalamualaikum. Hai. A lot of things happened during 2016. The biggest one is definitely me being a doctor. 18 April 2016 was the turning point. Since then, so many thoughts came across. Am I choosing the right pathway? No (diri sendiri jawab). Happened to choose this hospital as my training hospital on becoming a good doctor. But somehow I regretted. But how I pujuk myself is by saying that I wanna do a non-clinical anyway. Life as a houseman? During my first posting, I used to tunduk kepala to everyone. But entering second posting, I started to learn to raise voice.  Menghempas ganggang telefon kuat-kuat was my favourite part. The most pissed off moment until using the word pergi mampos to patient's relatives who insisted on at own risk discharge. I don't mind to be blamed or scolded on whatever mistakes done. But please teach me. What the fuck if you just know how to scold housemen yet gave no input to us. I learnt nothing. Then how am I go